i admire your strong intellect
our conversations alone give me a such a sensual feeling.
you have a fervor for music, a characteristic that i embody as well
your ears enjoy the sound of Chiodos as well as Pac Div, and i love that.
you’re real, to both yourself and everyone around you
never becoming a person i once knew because you’re always the same you,
i love that too.
the way you know how to make my darkest hours bright
how you tell me how you feel about me and hold me close and tight.
i’m inspired that love is a wonderful feeling that can always exist by the way you love me
flaws and insecurities, i can still make you proud by just being me,
that’s another thing i love about you.
the ambition that shows in the things you do keeps me so infatuated with you.
enjoying the things i do and my unpopular opinions aren’t so despised when it’s just us two.
you understand me on a level that i find too good to be true,
whoever you are i want you to know that i truly do want you.
i look disgusting, but that was a fun weekend. ^_^
so yeah, this is my best friend <3
Pac Div - Posted
The Div was such an amazing album, can’t wait to see Pac Div on the 23rd. ^_^
This day in October comes only once a year Movies about witches and ghosts all over television to hint to you that it’s near Going out to haunted houses and feeling the emotion of fear As soon as the sun starts to go down People start to come out and roam the town Dressed up like zombies, cartoons, monsters and more Voicing the words “Trick or Treat” once they reach each door. Collecting loads candy in your basket Jumping in fright because of people jumping out of corners and caskets The 31st is a day that is almost like living in a world that’s make believe I can’t wait to celebrate all hallows eve.
Temperatures dropping and all of the humid days are stopping Prolonged nights and lovely holidays in sight Wearing Layers of clothing but these thoughts of you are what I’m loathing. Those nights sitting in your car talking to you about whatever came to mind Your soft kisses and arms around me keeping me warm both inside and out Being able to hold you and love you as much as I wanted; now my thoughts have me taunted. Sleeping next to you without taking things to another level Holding you hand, being able to call you mines; spending just about every day just spending time With you. I just really find myself missing the way you loved me but that’s just a memory. This winter might be a lot more rough than I’m hoping for.
one of my headphones are broken, kill me now.
i need my music to zone out to
naff
I was the happiest i’ve been since last year this past friday. i got to meet some cool people that day and i also got to see some of the people i miss dearly. i was out the door by 7am and didn’t get home or have anytime to think until 11 that night, which is probably why that day was so perfect. thinking tends to make me feel more lonely and depressed than i already am…
friday felt like it lasted forever and i still didn’t want it to end. lol being around people i love and care for, especially when the feeling’s mutual is something i wish i could encounter everyday. my friends, that i can actually call my friends, are the only ones i need besides family. it sucks i didn’t get to see everybody though =T
but being back at my high school made me kind of sad because i seriously feel like i took my senior year for granted, i didn’t do what i planned to do, which was just enjoy myself. i seriously wish i would have graduated as class of 2012, that’s where majority of my real friends are anyways.
